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College life :D

Honestly, college is way better than I expected. I love it here; the people, my surroundings, the music, the awesomeness of Berkeley… just everything! I guess the best part is probably being on my own and growing up; learning more about myself each day I’m here. (I do miss all my family and friends though!)

Be bold. Take chances. Go with no regrets. Make mistakes and learn from them. Life is full of possibilities. Live.

Ahhh, it’s only the 2nd week of school and I’m so excited for what lies ahead for me. Love it! There honestly isn’t anything more satisfying than this…

That moment when you’re disappointed because you got your hopes up! -_- 

I’m smackin’ my head right now!

Sickness!

I’ve been feeling so sick these past days! Nasty. Seriously, I’m glad I’m drugged up with all this medicine [: 

It’s so funny, because whenever I’m sick I feel the need to write. (Mostly because I’m bored, and I can’t do anything else but lay in bed) Dramatically, today I felt the need to write to every person that I’ve known… or at least all the people I remember! I only wrote to one person though… lol my hand got tired! But wait! There is a point to this. Why do I feel the need to write to every person I’ve known? Well I was on the internet and reading the news about people dying and suffering all over. You never know when something bad will happen. When someone close will die… or even yourself. That’s why it got me thinking:

“If I died tomorrow, would I be okay with the secrets I’ve kept from people, the things I’ve never said, or the things I’ve done or haven’t done?”

Answer: (drum roll please) *silent pause for dramatic affect.. NO! lol I wouldn’t be okay leaving the world without a last word. A last word to tell people how I really feel. I have no regrets for the things I’ve ever done, because the things I have done have shaped me into the person I am now. And I love who I am. But that does not mean that I wouldn’t want to change things for other people.

I’m a pretty trustworthy person. People tell me things & I keep my mouth shut. I have no right to go into another person’s business even if we were close. That’s where writing to people comes in. I want to give people a “piece of my mind.” So that is what I’m going to do. Starting today, I’m going to keep a journal and write to a person… once a day. One day, when I die… Someday, somehow, I hope you get a letter from me. Giving you a “piece of my mind.” It may be good/fantastic. It may be sad. It may be confusing, horrible, or even down-right bitchy. But it’ll be how I feel. And in the end, I think how a person feels, is important. Plus if you don’t like my letter… well I’d be dead already, so it’s not like you could kill me :]

(How I’m going to be able to send these “letters” when I’m dead, and hopefully in heaven, I have NO clue… But trust me when I say this… I have thoughts, and one day they will be heard.)

Oh man, this took a lot of energy to write… Now I’m going to bed! G’night world :]

New Beginnings!

Hello, tumblr. Long time no type? Well, guess what?! That’s going to change. (Although I say that about everything). I’m debating on whether or not I’d be able to type in/on you at least once a day… My guess is after a week, I’ll probably start to slowly stop typing. But, what the hell! If I’m going to do this, I better be stealthy and positive about it.

Hence my statement: I WILL TYPE MY THOUGHTS ONCE A DAY.                     

(If i don’t, well that probably means my life is going well and I don’t have the need to rant, explain, or let my emotions get the best of me on a blog thing-a-ma-bob.) OR it could just mean that I have horrible memory. <—- I’m aiming towards that. So, I’ll end this post with a hello. Hello to new beginnings, and hello to the new and improved life of mine that I am aiming to achieve.